Here’s what I wrote in response to Sundays photo 🙂
“Have you seen them?”
“Seen who honey?”
“The men, the men in the van.” She grabs my arm and digs what is left of her bitten down finger nails into my skin. I steer her towards the bed and ease her down gently onto the rough blanket.
“How are you doing Jan?” I ask. She turns towards the window as I prise my arm from her grip. “Has mum been in to see you?”
She remains silent and stares at the window.
“Jan, I miss you.”
She turns, a wry smile forming on her face and pats my leg. For a second, there is a flash in her eyes, a moment of recognition. A glimpse of my beautiful sister, the woman she used to be before this disease took over.
“Have you seen them?”
I don’t need to ask who this time. “I’ll come and see you next week Jan.” I stand and hug her, but she flinches.
I hold back the tears as I walk to the door and turn. She’s staring at the window, lost in her own world.
I make my way to my mothers room with the smell of disinfectant filling my nostrils. I pause at the door and wonder, when will it will be my turn.
There’s a whole debate isn’t there, on whether mental illness is hereditary. Not really sure where this story is going, or even what genre it is lol 😉 I think I’d have to do a lot of research into mental illness if I wanted to continue with it. It must be soul destroying to see someone you love end up institutionalised 😦
Sorry, hope I haven’t depressed you all too much lol 😉








